Wow that sounds like a version of my story
A slut ass mom, who has married like 5 times (now 8), had uncountable boyfriends (probably even girlfriends), and almost everytime she divorced she committed to suicide. Dad, on the other hand, doesn't even want to see me, denies my existence. Not to mention all the troubles we headed in due to my mom's adventures (We even had death threatens lol)
So I was all lonely, no friends, parents. It didn't take too long for me to become a total nihilist, so one night, I cut my wrists, she didn't even hear me screaming because she was drunk as ****, stayed in the choma for 3 days. Happiest days of my life.